I have an appt with a midwife on the 31st but have been seeing an obgyn since my first ultrasound at 4 weeks. I'm 6w4d today and was wondering if anyone is planning a home birth. I need to make a decision soon because the midwife requires a deposit. I'm worried since this is my first pregnancy that it might be harder and more painful than I think. I'm scared if I choose delivering at home I might find it too hard and not be able to handle it. Anyone been through this?