Like.. I feel depressed..
He's still going to be here for the baby, but I want him here for me also.. I want to feel the love of a man. And he's the only man I could ever see myself with.. I'm just hoping and praying he comes around..
I'm in the same boat as you, I just turn 19 not even a month ago. And the father of my child and I have been arguing and fighting so much/: and I know the feeling on lost and confused. I'm actually heartbroken because since Wednesday there's been no contact and I cry every night before bed.
Oh an I was 18 when I had my first so it was a lot harder on me.
Hun with my first born I was a single mom an I was so worried that I would not be a good mom but you know what my son was the reason I went to school got my degree an got a job, one year later I met my fiance an now we are blessing my son with a baby sister. Yes it is hard at first being a single mom but if you have a great support team backing you up you will succeed. Stay positive an keep strong. Don't let nobody try an tell you anything different. I'm sure you will be a great mommy :)