really need vent

[lovejayden3310]

Im so tierd this past month October sucked me.and my sons father got kicked out his parents house him and his dad got into a fight i moved in with my mom and he moved to his sisters house well everythings gone down hill 2days after we got kicked out i ended up in the hospital found out i was dialated n put on bed rest had to leave work and all then his parents trew out my baby girls things out so know i have nothing for her and my 3year old son. My mom is helpu me out thankfully well November started and it sucked also on the 5th of November at around 8:10pm we heard gun shots i got scared ran out side looking for my 14year old brother in fear i sw him running towards me n hugged him when we heard.our neighbor screaming her sons name we rushed towards her her son was shot 4 times i reacted n took my brothers shirt of n started applying pressure right away on his chest .. it was crazy that was my brothers best friend n he didn't make it investigators came and spoke to evryone but no one knew what happened or why again he was only 14 to young and ive been in shock since .. on November 9 at 11:30 i woke up to.pee n had blood rushed the hospital with contractions 2minutes apart they stopped my labor thankfy and was on 24hour watch on the 11th i got discharged n ive been so aggravated n sad .. yesterday was the funeral n i had to go to atleast get a peaceful memory of the boy n today i got in a huge fight with my bbydaddy because he hasent helped me im a wreck.. whybis god testing me ike this im only 32 weeks n just wana have a peaceful pregnancy.

[thing2ontheway]

Im so sorry sweetie i never seen what u seen but im so sorry for whats happining .. your a very strong woman god would never place u ina situation where he knows you cant handle it .. god is always on your side n wen u feel  all hope is gone .. really look in his faithful words n u will c that god will help you threw anything all u need is faith .. my names amerie if u like u can share ur name with me n ill keep u in my prayers tonite n i hope everything turns out for the best ..

[Nina159]

Awww u poor thing :/ things will get better keep ur hope up and take it easy i know easyer said then done but try almost there just 8 more weeks