I agree with swtshae, you need to forgive yourself for what happened in the past. You can't keep torturing yourself over it. Also, I found out 2 years ago that i have pcos and I was convinced I would never conceive, however I'm now 18weeks pregnant with a perfectly healthy baby. Don't give up! Having pcos definitely does NOT mean you will never have a child
I also have PCOS and have never had an abortion. Unfortunately, it's just one of those things. I did have to undergo fertility treatments to get pregnant, but not everyone does. Many women find diet and exercise a helpful alternative to fertility treatments.
Forgive yourself. As hard as it is you just need to move on. Don't be too hard on yourself. I have PCOS and I also have 2 kids. You can still get pregnant. I didn't need meds or anything. Good luck.
I agree with the above comment. I also want to add that you need to forgive yourself and move on. I know you're hard on yourself right now because of what you did, but FORGIVE yourself. No one on this forum can judge you, we're only here to give advice and that's the advice I want to give. Good luck and best wishes.
PCOS doesn't come from having an abortion. And having PCOS doesn't mean you can't have children either. Just means it's harder for some women, but with medication (some without) you can fall pregnant fine.