I'm on due on Nov 23.....so I am excitement but I'm so scared of starting to buy things because my mom keeps telling me what if I lose my baby and then I'm only 17 so everytime I'm enjoying myself and finally thinking about getting some stuff done she comes and says things like how could I be proud I'm a disappointment and stuff like that I'm really torn in between the 2 should I be excited do I deserve to be or should I just wait till I pass 8 months and then....my boyfriend trays to uplift me but he hates talking about it cause it makes him mad when my mom says things like that and he has to see me cry