Ugh. Just need to vent :'( So stressed out

[wife_and_mama2014]

I don't like complaining to my husband all the time and I just want to be able to let out my worries and stresses :/
I am due in 2 days(no labor in sight) and the doctors will induce me the day of or after my due date for high blood pressure. I am terrified of something happening to me or my baby and idk how to make this anxiety go away. I'm stressed that my husband won't be able to stay the nights with me. Stressed that they're gonna make me stay in the hospital so long. Stressed that I'm in a different continent than all my family and friends and none of them can be here for me. Stressed that the doctors and nurses barely speak any damn English so I never know what's happening. Stressed that my husband will barely be here three months before deploying and leaving me with our first child by myself in another country without any help or emotional support. I am just so stressed and sad. I'm excited for my baby girl to be here, but this is so much :/ I want to relax and I can't.

[wife_and_mama2014]

Thanks girl! You too! :)

[stephannieluvv]

I can imagine! My family lives in another state that's only 3hrs away and it makes me so sad , I couldn't imagine how I'd feel being in another country! Keep strong hun

[wife_and_mama2014]

Thanks ladies :) just wish I was back home in the states and had my mom and English speaking doctors haha. My anxiety may not be AS high >.<

[stephannieluvv]

Everything will fall into place once your babies here girl , promise :) its totally normal feeling so overwhelmed with your first baby but mother instinct will kick in and you will do just great!

[loveYou4Ever11]

God has everything under control. Lets nature take its course and just be positive & know that you and your baby are guna be perfectly fine. Let the doctors do there job. No time to stress:)