Well home from the hospital FINALLY!!!

[renee82]

Well as I posted earlier I was admitted Monday for yet what seemed like another ectopic on the left and it turned out to be a repeat on the right. Well there was not suppose to be a tube and some how it happen. The dr gave me worse care senerio meaning if it was the left, the tube and ovary might have to come out or he may just end up doing a whole hysterectomy. TALK about all my chance of fertility being totally gone. Oh mad I FREAKED OUT. and than my little 5 year old came right in and I looked at her ant hing I have to be thankful for that I have been blessed with but than I though this little girl is going to be the last child I will ever give birth to ever and than I freaked again. They got me up to surgery in a big hurry and they found out it was all on the right, he did a vertical incision (oh i begged him not to, but to save mylife he had to) I had lost 2 liter of blood internally, so I come out of surgery, recovered in a men unit (husband thought so the first sound I heard wasnt a baby crying, thankful for that it was hard the last time) than was transferred to women care. Stayed there for a few days. I though I was going to come home yesterday but the passing gas wasnt working on its own (sorry if tmi) so i stayed 1 more night and now I am anemic with low blood pressure for a while so I have to take prenatals, one a day vitamins, iron, stool softener, for 6 weeks ibuprofen, vicodine for pain,and birth control to control hormones and preventive til my body and the dr gives me an ok to try to conceive again. But that is all better than having that hysterectomy. I swear I relly have no clue in what the point is any more 2 major surgeries in 6 months and both almost took my life. I know its God and he has a reason and I just gotta keep my faith and keep going. The part that really ***** now is 4 scar, 2 from the csection from my daughters, one from ectopic last year and now I have a vertical cut from belly button to pelvic, before I had a family tree now I have a freaken road map on my belly. But I am alive and going to get better because I do have wonderful support group at home and with all the wonderful ladies on here. Thank You for all your thought and prayers

[amy_1985]

Glad to hear your ok and you didnt have to have a historectomy **big hugs** & i hope you have a speedy recovery!!

[julianovak]

OH my goodness! Poor lady! Im so sorry. I cant imagine being in your place. I hope you heal up soon. Take it easy and enjoy your little girl! =o)

[renee82]

Thank you ladies it has been very emotional for me but has me and dh were talking and counting all the time that I have really cheated death, its been amazing and through all this I have never blamed God once, I have always relied and depended on him and I do pray that one day that when all the pieces are set right that it will all come together I just have to be patient. The right side wqas no good at all and I think it was Gods way to say to clean it up and get rid of the bad so when the time is right the dr will pay close attention and it will all go well.  

[illsurvive]

after all this hard time  God has to give u a healthy pregnancy . so keep faith on him. there can be delay but not injustice

[JoyRenee]

Oh my goodness, you poor sweet woman! Ectopic doesn't necessarily mean in the tube; it actually just means wherever the embryo implanted that wasn't in the uterus (for example a cervical ectopic is an embryo implanted in the cervix). Okay so all that technical crud aside.  I just want to say how very sorry I am about this! I am glad they were sensitive to your recovery to put you in a section where you wouldn't hear babies; seriously that was just really a great judgment call.

*HUGS*

[trustGodHeWilldoit]

Wow I felt your pain and its hard what you went trught...but one day I know you will have a healthy pregnancy and baby.for one reason god keep your left tube and permiting to happen in the right tube so that way you can still be able to try again..i know is not easy what you went tru.but thank god you are a life for your dh and daughters and still be able to try when you recover mentally and fisically..my prayers are with you..

[NicMom]

I'm so glad you didn't have to get a hysterctomy! Good luck with your recovery and feel better soon. Don't worry about the scar I have tons and I think it adds character ;-)

[cnj76]

I am SO sorry you are going through this!! I'll pray for a speedy and healthy recovery and that you will get that baby when you've healed and got the okay to go! You are a strong woman and though things did not work out this time, God is hearing all those prayers!