Well as I posted earlier I was admitted Monday for yet what seemed like another ectopic on the left and it turned out to be a repeat on the right. Well there was not suppose to be a tube and some how it happen. The dr gave me worse care senerio meaning if it was the left, the tube and ovary might have to come out or he may just end up doing a whole hysterectomy. TALK about all my chance of fertility being totally gone. Oh mad I FREAKED OUT. and than my little 5 year old came right in and I looked at her ant hing I have to be thankful for that I have been blessed with but than I though this little girl is going to be the last child I will ever give birth to ever and than I freaked again. They got me up to surgery in a big hurry and they found out it was all on the right, he did a vertical incision (oh i begged him not to, but to save mylife he had to) I had lost 2 liter of blood internally, so I come out of surgery, recovered in a men unit (husband thought so the first sound I heard wasnt a baby crying, thankful for that it was hard the last time) than was transferred to women care. Stayed there for a few days. I though I was going to come home yesterday but the passing gas wasnt working on its own (sorry if tmi) so i stayed 1 more night and now I am anemic with low blood pressure for a while so I have to take prenatals, one a day vitamins, iron, stool softener, for 6 weeks ibuprofen, vicodine for pain,and birth control to control hormones and preventive til my body and the dr gives me an ok to try to conceive again. But that is all better than having that hysterectomy. I swear I relly have no clue in what the point is any more 2 major surgeries in 6 months and both almost took my life. I know its God and he has a reason and I just gotta keep my faith and keep going. The part that really ***** now is 4 scar, 2 from the csection from my daughters, one from ectopic last year and now I have a vertical cut from belly button to pelvic, before I had a family tree now I have a freaken road map on my belly. But I am alive and going to get better because I do have wonderful support group at home and with all the wonderful ladies on here. Thank You for all your thought and prayers