depression n worried for bb

[jt0202]

I had my 2yrs depression, and know something is wrong when i am crying so often nowadays, feeling alone in this pregnancy. In my 17weeks now, I even cried loud and shouted that i dont want my baby cos it's so uncomfortable, even though i really look forward to his birth. I worry about everything related to miscarriage n stillborn, despite any efforts to resist.  
Will my baby be affected by my depression, esp since i cant feel any his movement? How severe is depression, to cause stillborn? Please help..

[jt0202]

Thanks, chickenlittle13. My gyn appt is 2more weeks away.. i try to avoid medication for my bb's sake. I will try to relax meantime.. hopefully to sleep to my next gyn appt.

[chickenlittle13]

Honey ive had sever depression and anxiety my whole life and been takin antidepressants. well when i found out i was prego they started to make me feel worse so i quit taking them bc doc said i could and i feel wonderful. i have my days but what prego doesnt. tlk to ur doc and get an opinion on if u need to be takin medicine.