I'm on the same boat..my boyfriend is going to the marines so he'll miss all of it.
Aww! Don't let it get you down! When you stress, your body releases a hormone that's not good for you to your baby and you don't need that stress on your baby! Food stamps, wic are life savers! I can't get food stamps because my husband makes 6 thousand a month but I get wic and it helps a lot!!
Im sorry honey go to social services and explain your situation. Get food stamps and everything. Good luck mama.