depression

[saramay2014]

So im up at 4:30 an im finaly deciding that i am totaly depressed... ive been feeling this way for a while but i just cant take it, i have no one to talk to and my boyfriend is half my problem. I want to talk to him but now he just got to his house from work (we dnt live together) n hes going to sleep. Plus like i said hes half the reason im depressed... i dont know what to do im just crying and i dont wanna be alone anymore i just dont i cant take it! What do i do and how do i handle this

[dremarie13]

Awww im sorry what your going through right now I'm sure it's not easy on you. And it sounds like he's the only thing that will make you feel better and i hope he comes around and FAST but if he doesn't it's not the end of your happiness and i know right now its hard to see that but maybe it's a good time to start becoming close to your family I'm sure they love you alot and wouldn't want you going through this on your own. I'm not sure if you know who the late rapper tupac is but one of my all time fav song from him is called "Keep your head up". You should listen to it and look up the lyrics its a truly positive and powerful song and it just let's you know your not alone and it always puts me in a better mood when I'm feeling down

[saramay2014]

Im so alone im reaching out to yall who are strangers (no offence i really apreciate the time n conversations n advice. It makes me feel less alone)

[saramay2014]

Hes 21 and we been together 4 almost 5 years.... he is stressed but he needs to understand that i need to reach out to him cause i have noone else. He really has been like this for awhile.... its not getting worse but my depression is making it worse

[dremarie13]

How old is your bf?how long have you guys been together?  Maybe tomorrow you can talk to him, maybe he's feeling stressed himself. Whatever it is you guys are going through do you think he will come around? Is he the type to not care at all our is he all of a sudden acting different?

[saramay2014]

Thanks hun.... i got family but we arnt close at all, n i dont have anyfriends, i wish he would listen but he seems to not even try :/ i hate the way im feeling

[dremarie13]

Wipe away those tears. Sometimes it's good to cry and let it out but your little one wouldn't want to see our hear you cry. Be strong for your baby, trust me your not alone. If your bf is the type who can sit and listen then talk to him and let him know how you feel. Guys will be guys but maybe if you have a heart to heart with him then you will feel better. And if you have family then talk to them too let them know how you been feeling and of course they can help you feel better. When i would get upset or feel how your feeling right now i would cry and cry and cry but during my pregnancy that's the last thing i would want to do and try really hard not to cause i know if i cry that means i let all the negative things get to me and i would be damned if i feel sorry for myself while carrying this amazing thing in my body that God has put in me. It's been hard to hold back my tears but its the only way from falling apart when i feel the most desperate. Just remember your not alone

[saramay2014]

Im 36 weeks almost 37... i try to talk to him but we never have time to talk, i need to talk to him in person but he dont have time. Ive text him telling him but he just dont understand.... or if he does he dont relay that he does. He works every weekday from 4pm-2am then goes to sleep and sleeps till almost time for work agin.

[ciara07]

Are you pp or pregnant? ? Either you definitely need to inform your doctor. Is there any other time that your boyfriend can talk to you so u can let him know how you have been feeling??!talk to him about how you feel alone and depressed