You do have a choice if u really feel that way, there is adoption. But it sounds like u r just really stressed and tired and depressed from being lonely and having no support. Idk how to help u but antidepressant might help, I take sertraline and its very safe.
It is what you make it. :)
Your under so much stress and pressure u have mixed emotions. Life is about to change for ever. And you could be getting depressed already keep ur head up mama! Ur a normal overwhelmed scared mommy to be
You should ask your Dr to refer you to a pregnancy/postpartum therapist. Good luck hun
Sounds like some baby blues already on top of every day stress. I definitely recommend you talk to someone about it. I also felt like that towards the end but it can get better. One day at a time hun. I hope things get better for you ♡
I no your down that's normal but trust me you will be happy when you've got you baby in your arms
You will think different as soon as you see your beautiful baby