hospitalized :'(

[nellebaby24]

So I'm being hospitalized because i have no desire to eat, I'm severely deoressed. I'm 92 pounds my body can't handle being pregnant I'm 9w1d. I feel like I hate the baby inside of me because every time I go pee I'm hoping for a miscarriage but I know if it happens I will be devastated.  Please don't judge me I do have a history of mental illnesses.

[nellebaby24]

Thank you

[monithemummy]

Stay strong babe. I follow lots of people on instagram who have just had babies and everyday I can look at my feed and see these peoples beautiful kids and it gives me something to look forward to myself and get excited about because soon that will be all of us. Its really benefical having something to look forward to that will give you a goal to work towards and get healthy for. It's hard when you can't see or at this stage feel your little human and it doesn't feel as real. Also my antinatal classes and watching one born every minute (the TV series) helped me find my emotion and excitement for this pregnancy.Hope this helps. Good luck! Xxx

[priscillagrz]

hopefully you will feel better for you and your baby :)

[Missleah1991]

Hope you can get the depression treated for your sake and the baby. Praying for you.

[nellebaby24]

Alot better Thank you all

[OctoberBaby5]

How ya feeling momma :)

[nellebaby24]

It was my thyroid is to high I'm out and back on phsyc meds feeling Fairly normal now

[momof2expectingsept]

everything will b okay. Keep your head up.  And keep us updated. Msg me anytime:)

[jordyvi0824]

You are doing the right thing by checking into the hospital!