starting to get a infection .. rant!!!

[flowerbombnelly]

Omg seriously im tryna stay strong n i thought the worst was behind me .. but now i went for a check up cus i been feeling dizzy n have chills n they said i have a infection starting in my cervix .. im freakin worried this hasnt been a easy pregnancy .. n now im scared idk anymore .. im draind on the emotinal level .. im pissed just knowing that the reason y im like this is cus of a car accident  .. i just want a answer already is my son guna make it or shud i expect the worst .. im broken inside n im over this pain its put me in a bad mood n its not me .. im seriously at the point where if i lose my son ima presss all these charges on the stupid 16 yr old pothead ..  ughhhh !!!!  I been strong and lord himself knows im not as strong as i wish i was .. n lord knows im in pain .. but im willin to keep my son in for as long as he may .. but this is not a easy task ..now i gotta b addmited back to the hospital for god knows how long this time . N im just ughhh .. im srry to everyone but im honestly fustrated todays not a good day

[flowerbombnelly]

thank u so much ladies im in very much of need of prayers , im losing all my patients I never thought I would have to go threw this , im not in a good place right now .. I don't wish all this im going threw on my worst enemy , but im losing my serenity idk y this is happining

[babyscan]

I'm so sorry to hear of your bad news :( My thoughts & prayers are with you. I hope you & baby feel better soon. Hugs.

[valarie21]

Praying for you and baby boy.  :(

[lwolfe520]

I'm so sorry your going through so much I pray everything will be ok.