im so sad today

[tishaxx]

I was having pains and everytime I have it I keep thinking I'm having contractions what  I've been thinking bout lately is if I do go in to early labour at 20weeks and 3days how will I no like with daughter Christina I had pain first then I started bleeding and that's when I started panicking and i knew something was wrong and thats when I went to hospital but I thought I was just having growing pains and it didn't even feel like I was contracting but when they said I was 4cms they couldn't stop it because I was bleeding and at 4 already  but I only knew I was in labour is when I was told I'm 4cms dilated and even that's on my mind constantly and I've been really emotional lately I hope I do make it urgh I wish I knew if I will go passed 24 weeks I just want it to hurry so I can relax. Don't get me wrong I enjoy my pregnancy and I feel lucky to have an other baby it means a lot but its so hard to relax. And my boyfriend said to me today that he will help and go shop to look at furniture for my flat and stuff and he totally let me down he decided to go out with his friends instead and that pissed me off because I told hun I need him to be there not gone all the time and its not fair that he goes out and I'm on my own I'm 20weeks and 3days and in the next 8days I'll be 21weeks and 6days and I'm scared because that's the week I lost my baby girl in November and then I still need to pass 23weeks because I lost my first baby girl 2011 July 15 at 23 weeks and then I want to pass 24 weeks and I wanna feel better instead of crying and being scared thinking bout my daughter's I've lost like I miss them I think bout the whole birth with my 2 girls and the missed miscarriage aswell I just don't wanna be looking and being in fear you no  just want my boyfriend here just until I pass 24 weeks like not be gone all day you know thank you for reading I just wanted rt talk this out before I make myself cry and stress bout this whole thing I hate crying I dont wanna stress my baby girl out I wanna be strong for her sorry if I'm annoying

[tishaxx]

ash060115 na not really  they told me that my daughter had an infection and so did my first and with them 2 I had group b strep and with this 1 I've got it again but they did say It will more likely happen again its the group b strep and something else

[nezza122314]

I wish i could be more help but I'm only 23 weeks an with my first never experienced it before but it really sounds like u need to just lay down watch some movies an just chill yur stressing yur baby out an that could really cause a miscarriage so yur best bet is to just chill out for the next few weeks an take it easy

[teeko91]

If your scared call your dr. Or go to the er. That would be very stressfull and the stress is not helping. Just focus on good thoughts and go get checked out. <3

[ash060115]

If your in pain go get checked you've been through too much already...

did they give reason why you lost so many babies around 20weeks mark ?  
Have they taken any precautions this pregnancy?  

Tell your boyfriend to get home your upset and need to get pain checked.

[tishaxx]

I'm having groin pain

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