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OT But i am FREAKING out right now.
So someof you that kind of know me know that my hubby is deployed to Iraq right now and has been there a year on Monday. Well i havent heard from him since 3:02PM on the 4th to be exact. And i am FREAKING out!! This is not normal and all that is going through my head is horrible horrible things. I am trying to stay positive but with my depression starting to come back its really really hard. I wanna call but that means i have to put mins on my card and i know for a fact that it wont go through cause the reception in Iraq is quite c r a p p y!! Im trying to remain calm but its not that easy. I know some of you may think its no big deal and that everything is fine, but my husband is over in war not off at the office working late (sorry if i offend anyone im just freaking out right now). A day not hearing from him means that something horribe has happened. And im honestly taking my phone everywhere i am going because im so afraid that i am going to get that dreadful call. Im trying to think positive about it and im patiently waiting for him to get online. But i dont see it happening anytime soon. Ive cried my eyes out today already a million times and i cant take it anymore. Im having a emotional break down and not hearing from him isnt helping. He is the one thing that makes me get up in the morning knowing that i am going to be able to talk to him and see him type "I LOVE YOU" a million times makes my days so much better. But when i dont hear from him i break down into a million pieces. I am so stressed as it is in general because if you read my other post about how im heading back into depression is explains somethings. But i cant handle not hearing from him.So close to his home coming is KILLING me and im ready to just shut everyone and everything out. I have already started, i dont want to talk to anyone but him. But i cant so im stuck with nothing. I HATE this!! Im sorry im just venting because i hate it when i dont hear from him.
i'm sorry for your stress, you are in my prayers especially him! I hope all is alright.
I will. I'll most likely write a new post. But i hate not hearing from him. It freaks me out really bad. The last time i didnt hear from him in a few days was when we lost one of our good friends, but that was way in the start but i have been worried really bad since it is getting closer to the end of the deployment.
oh, hunny!!!! I truly hope that everything is okay..I don't know what else to say honestly.. I am so paranoid and Joey just lives and works in the city I can't imagine how you're feeling... Please keep me updated... Seriously, I am worried for you guys as well but I'm sure everything will be fine.. I don't have much time really with Riley around to get online much so I may not find this post again so drop me a message or comment if you will or remember to and let me know what's going on.
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All my family lives here but over half of them are not speaking to me because i made the decision to keep our baby. And i dont have anyone that can stay with me. So im pretty much here all alone.
I am worried. Im freaking out and im trying to think positive. The thing is that im pretty sure that they're not in an area where they dont have internet cause we pay for his internet so that he has it. And if he was, he would of messaged me before he left and if anything they would go to the main camp and he would try and get on the internet there or call me. So im pretty sure that he is out on a long mission and that honestly scares the c r a p out of me. Missions scare me, because that is when they go out and do what they do. And could possibly have something bad happen. I cant even sleep. I know i'll be up till i hear from him. I hate this. I will let you all know when i hear from him. You'll notice a change in my attitude.
I am worried. Im freaking out and im trying to think positive. The thing is that im pretty sure that they're not in an area where they dont have internet cause we pay for his internet so that he has it. And if he was, he would of messaged me before he left and if anything they would go to the main camp and he would try and get on the internet there or call me. So im pretty sure that he is out on a long mission and that honestly scares the c r a p out of me. Missions scare me, because that is when they go out and do what they do. And could possibly have something bad happen. I cant even sleep. I know i'll be up till i hear from him. I hate this. I will let you all know when i hear from him. You'll notice a change in my attitude.
Do you have any family around you? Do you have someone who could stay with you? I know that this is really difficult but it would be better to have someone there than to be all alone.
I would be worried in your position, too. I get nervous if DH is late at all. It could be something as simple as that they're in an area with no satellite signal. It's hard to not think up the worst-case-scenerio. HUGE HUGS and please let us know when you do hear from him!
I would be worried in your position, too. I get nervous if DH is late at all. It could be something as simple as that they're in an area with no satellite signal. It's hard to not think up the worst-case-scenerio. HUGE HUGS and please let us know when you do hear from him!
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