I love the father of my child more than anything. Unfortunately we just weren't getting along and split up and I moved home....which is 700 miles away from him. Now he won't even speak to me. If I message him about something strictly about the baby I'll get short replies...but anything else-nope. Even when I tell him I love him..he reads the message then ignores me. Last Sunday he told me how much he still loves me and wants me and so on....the Monday it went back to this....nothing. Granted he was "feeling horny" when he said those things Sunday. But was I dumb to believe him? I feel like I'm just dangling on a string here. He has two other children and is a great father to them, but with how he is acting I fear it won't be the same for this child and I'll be in this all alone. Get despite all the pain he causes me, I still love him so much. I guess because I see the man he could be if he tried.
I know the baby can feel whatever I'm feeling (I'm 16wks) so how do I keep myself from feeling so down so I don't put the baby through it?!?!