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Im 19 wks pregnant and I've started smoking again..when I had my first appt my Dr told me I had chlamydia which I got from the baby daddy and I took the medication and everything and I even forgave the father for being an *** and so so when I went back to do a check up my Dr just called me yesterday and said I came back positive again and I told him but now for some reason the father has stopped talking to me and I just feel so alone. I live with my lil sisters dad and his new wife and they're about to have a baby so they're all excites together and have each other and my mom is dealing with her own issues and since I've moved away from friends I have no friends at all who I can talk to and just get away from it all..I know smoking is bad and its totally unfair to my baby for my bad habits but I'm just so depressed..I want someone who's actually here with me and who's as excited as I am for being pregnant..sometimes I get so deep in my depression where I just wanna kill me and my baby BC I don't want him/her born into this life I have and I don't wanna go thru this loneliness anymore..
I hope things get better! Even just calling or even emailing friends or other family will make you feel better..they have all kinds of pregnancy support groups/ classes maybe you could look into..as for baby daddy if he's not trying to be there for you and the baby I would not go back..at times yes it can get better but during pregnancy you should do whatever you can to avoid stress.. as for the harmful thoughts that's not good either..be happy for your baby and yourself! You have a baby to look after so whatever it takes! And I'm sure if you ever need anyone to talk to myself and all these other ladies can try to give you someone to talk to! Keep your head up girl!
im sorry ure going thru this gurl!!! but plz dont think abt harming ureself or bby. Have you tried finding somewere u can get away from like a good friend justso u can get la break n get ure self together. Once ure bby is born he/she will be wat u live for just remember that wen ure bby is born u will see how much happiness n love n joy u will get from that bby!!As for bbdaddy staw away just retake ure medicine n don't have sex since its him obviously!! but i do hope that things get better for u!!
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