My husband and I decided to start trying to have a baby. Lately, my stomach has been hurting, I've thrown up a few tims and I constantly feel sick. I guess my mind is playing tricks on me, because we really do want to have a baby.
I can't help to feel sad when i started spotting today. I have symptoms of starting my period. My last 2 periods were on July 1st and August 18th. I should be starting soon, but when I started spotting today, I couldn't help but to feel sad. I want to be a mommy, I know I can give all the love in the world to a child. It hurts to feel that for some reason I dont get to be a mommy, when people who don't want to be mommy's get to be one. How can i feel better about not being blessed with a child of my own?
Please help me, i feel lost...