uh.. idk what to feel...

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So the hostpice nurse that take care of my grandma (she has stage 4 cancer) say she probably will pass away tonight.. last week they gave her a couple days to a week or two tops...

Well she has gotten progressively worse in the past week she doesn't know who I am, can't see, can't eat, isn't coherent etc...

Idk how to feel exactly I'm sad but don't wanna cry trying to stay stress free as I am 37w and have been seriously cramping lately...

I just feel lost emotionally...

mysteriousbundleofjoy · Answer

My older sister died in the beginning of my pregnancy.. and now my grandma is going to in the end...

Its just hard to handle I stopped crying iver my sister at 6months in my pregnancy... I just don't wanna cry for my grandma now.. cause she was supposed to be one of the people in my room while I gave birth to my son... she will still be there just in spirit... I just don't know...

Mrsrobb · Answer

I kinda know how you feel. I was 16 when I lost my dad to cancer and that had to be the hardest thing to get through. I don't wanna say it will get better because honestly it doesn't it just gets easier to accept. You just have to remember she'll be there. My almost 2 year old will look at my dad's portrait and out of no where will say "I love you too" and she was born almost 5 years after. Sorry you're going through this at such a critical time in your life.

mamma1020 · Answer

I hope everything goes good for you!

mysteriousbundleofjoy · Answer

I hope my stress levels don't make me go into labor this is one of my concerns right now!

mamma1020 · Answer

I'm sorry for your grandma just think sweetie she won't suffer anymore and she will be in a wonderful kingdom keep your head up because she will be smiling down for u... happy she will be happy to see you and your baby ♡

mysteriousbundleofjoy · Answer

Thank you..

mommyof3plus2otw · Answer

My condolences and may God be with you hun

specialmom · Answer

Oh, I'm very sorry to hear this hon.  That is so hard.  Cancer is EVIL.  Pure evil.  If you feel sad, that is natural and your baby will be okay if you cry and feel the pain of this loss.  I promise.  

It's so hard to lose someone we love.  Peace sweetie.

mysteriousbundleofjoy · Answer

I don't wanna drown my self in anti depressent to feel normal because this will crush me mentally and I just wanna be happy for my baby but I feel I'm breaking slowly over this

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