So I finally "unleashed" on bf yesterday night. And it went so much better than I anticipated. Bc of the tight budget -which his family is a huge cause of- he is moving away from the family business and looking for another job so he can afford to run outbwhen i say i want a frozen coke or something. He explained to me he didnt realize chinese food was such a big deal to me and he thought I knew he was teasing when he brought it up. The hookah he said he was kicking himself for all day at work for buying and has a friend who is going to pay him for it and take it from the house. He also said next time I disagree with a purchase speak up then, that just bc its not my paycheck doesnt mean it isnt our money. He came home and we went out to get more yarn for me to make some orders, and he walked my pace. He said to hold his hand and when I needed hin to slow down just squeeze his hand and hed slow down. He was shaking and upset and after we talked he seemed relieved and back to his normal self, even played with baby in ny tummy again. I think partly bc he stood up to his friend after so long of just going with him.
Im so glad i had all your encouragement and understanding yesterday, mommas :) thank you