vent and need someone to talk to

[mrz12]

im 17w+1d and I have no one to talk to and its startn to stress me out,my sister had a baby a yr ago and now she just leaves the baby witout sayn nethin and its hard on me cuz I was there.for her when she hid it from my family bsides my mom and now that im pregnant she dnt bother being there for me and it bothers me and says im young still I want to go out n party or she will b there for her baby daddys family ok instead of me and its alwyz a fite cuz she never there for her baby and im raisin her and im the one gettn attached to her wat happens when I have my baby I have to raise mine and hers and it hurts me cuz I feel like I dnt have a sister or nethin im on my own wit being pregnant and its gettn hard on me I just need someone to talk to :'( sorry its long and born tried to make a long story short

[ritaandrobert]

Oh ur due date not far at all do u know wat uur having

[mrz12]

my bfs bday is next month and im due dec 19th

[ritaandrobert]

Oh ok im 18 and will be 19 in jan my bf and sons in jan too

[mrz12]

im 20 will b 21 in january  and my sister is 18

[ritaandrobert]

Thats sad shes missing out on the best thing in life. If u dont mind me asking how old r u and ur sister

[mrz12]

ya I agree wit u and it breaks my heart to see my niece call for her mom and shes not there and my sister wants to b a mom when she feels like it and all my sister cares about is partyn and not care about her lil girl

[ritaandrobert]

Me either to me being a mom is the most amazing thing id much rather have my son then be parting

[mrz12]

ya most of my friends stop talkn to ne when I found out I was pregnant and since I couldnt party ne more which I never did

[ritaandrobert]

Yea I know how it is I dont really have any1 to tlk to most people mine and my bfs age are put partin annd it hard to have friends like that when you dont do that kinda stuff

[mrz12]

its hard my family knows but its hard when u have no one there my bf is there but he dnt understand some stuffs and I get mad cuz im stressn out and ready to just break down

[ritaandrobert]

I know how u feel I might be prego and I have a 5 1/2 month old and we agreed if I am not to tell our fam till the end just me and my bf know