After four years of varying symptoms including stroke like symptoms, vision impairment, vertigo, gait/balance issues, muscle contracting and total loss of muscle strength use, memory problems, speech impairment, interrmittent, depression, total loss of independance, prolonged periods of time in bed because of fatigue, depression, seizures both absence, jackson, partial/focal seizures, whether psuedo in nature or actual seizures, my diagnosis continues to evolve and change and what was once diagnosed as a stroke in my basal ganglia, MS, vertigo/inner ear disorder, bi=polar depression, conversion disorder, irregular blood flow/pressure to my temporal lobe, I really don't know what to believe other than I wish I could find one doctor who would take an interest other than throwing numerous medications at me and follow through with interest and treatment options and perhaps admit that this is some neurological disorder that is complicated by my going through hormonal change with menopause, offer some ideas as to rehab to rebuild muscle strength which is lost after such great lengths of time in bed, and offer hope and connection with other patients suffering from a similar fate as I have encountered. I have gone from being a business woman, enterprenuer, artist, raised two daughters successfully and had no inkling that turning 50 would turn my whole world upside down...turning 49 actually. No one has been able to help me, the depression has reach desperate lows, and now doctors are trying blame the psychological problems that have resulted from these ongoing ailments of 4 years as the cause of the problem in the first place...??? I just want constructive help. Some of the earlier symptoms of daily nausea, vertigo, vomitting have eased greatly but I now suffer from 2 - 5 seizures a day. Any ideas of a place to go for further study? I have relocated from Markham, Ontario to Halifax, Nova Scotia. Any referrals to clinics or Dr.'s specializing in these vague but disabling symptoms? Thank You.