thanks so much! that really helped me =)
If you feel you were influenced in your decision about your first boyfriend, just sit down for a bit and write a list of pros and cons for the time back then. Just your own thoughts.
If it is mostly negative, keep that note somewhere as a reminder and move on and enjoy the as it seems much better relationship you have now. If the list is all positive, then heck, get back with him. At the least it will enable you to realize your priorities for your life now and once you do, never look back.