I'm very ashamed of what I've done. 1 year ago I performed oral sex on a man I met on Craigslist and he also performed oral on me, I ejaculated in his Mouth and then left. I was nervous when I got home so I checked my mouth and noticed my tongue was white and became extremely nervous. 2 months later I got tested for STD's including HIV and tested negative, and was also given medicine to treat ghonnerea just in case. 2.5 months ago I met another man on Craigslist and had oral performed on me. In the heat of the moment I had anal with him, I was only in for about 25 seconds and ejacukated in him without a condom. I deeply regret it and wish I would've worn one. Idk why I didn't. But now I feel as though something is horribly wrong with me and I dont know what. I got tested for hiv via a oral test from the store and it came back negative. But I still feel like I have one... and it makes me extremely nervous. I check my mouth and my tongue and the sides on my tongue appear weirdly, looks as though it's multiple colors at times such as red or white. My stomach hurts a lot of the time. I've began pooping more, probably about once a day. Sometimes twice. I've suddenly started getting pimples all over my body such as my neck, my thoat. My armpits have also been itching. And it doesn't look horribly like a rash but there's a red patch on my neck. I feel as though I get a stuffy nose a lot of the time too. Also I look at my penis too and I see a red dot with a white head on the back, it's small and has been the same size for months. It doesn't Burn to urinate nor do I have any discharge. I also feel as though I can't get a satisfying deep breath. It's like I have to try really hard to get one. Also I sleep for 9 hours a night but still yawn all through out the day. My stomach hurts a lot of the time also. I'm not gay I'm into females idk why I've let myself do things with men. Is there anything wrong with me? Can someone please help me.