I had unprotected sex with my ex wife who I knew that she has gone with several men. I did not know why I did it. But, god help me, I was thinking that I still loved her and went back to her and had one incident and I was ok for the first week. But immediately the third day I went and tested my blood and urine with 8 tests and everything was negative. But, I had this pain in my penis and I thought it was due to my over masturbation but then slowly I was urinating a lot every day for the next 3 days and then later on had some sores at the tip bottom. I am not circumcized so I thought my skin tore. But, unfotunately today I went to the ER and had them check and they say that it looks like herpes ulcer and gave me valtrex 1000mg.
I just pray to god that I will never even look at her anymore and I just want this to be nothing other than some small blisters or something that is curable. I am really really concerned and worried. I just ask god for forgiveness that I should not have touched that ***** at all. Please, let me know what it could be,