Help! I made a really stupid decision. Was in San Francisco and visited massage parlor. She gave protected oral, but during it i could feel her teeth to the point of discomfort (3-5 min). Followed by vaginal intercourse with the same condom. I 'believe' the condom was intact after, but i can't say the integrity of it perhaps from micro tears from her teeth possibly or possibly not?
-1 week later from exposure - I notice a lymph node swollen a few days and then went away.
-2.5 weeks later from exposure - I wake up to uncomfortable dull pain around testicular area (maybe above testicles?)
When moving testicles around with hands to self-exam, i don't notice increased pain - just the same residual dull pain (upper or above testicles). The pain seems to come and go - sometimes i can convince myself for short periods there is no pain. There is no penile discharge. Urination for the most part has not been painful, certainly nothing within the tract - maybe some discomfort on the tip, but comes and goes.
I read that anxiety, especially directed at genital concerns, can create transient symptoms, I've been trying to be relaxed about things - but i don't want to disregard reality either. If i were to rate my anxiety of 0% normal and 100% being out of my mind - i'm at about 65-70%. I made a stupid mistake and have a family and that spikes my anxiety levels at times thinking about affecting them.
Please help! Thank you for all the professionals that help here!