Hi all i am a 20 yrs male,
Firstly, i like to say how incredibly informative and help this site is and hopefully will continue to be for the legions of worried people out there like me.
My situation is that, stupidly, i have engaged in sexual activity with a number of CSW's. (about 10 different ones, about 3 have been visited on more than one occasion)
**forgive the graphic nature of any part of my following explanation, i speak frankly only to make everything clear **
-I have slept with 4, all protected, usually ending with a handjob without a condom. The remaining 6 performed
protected oral (one ended with ejaculation in her mouth, with her lips barely touching my penis for about 3 secs).
-My first encounter was in March and my most recent (hopefully if my brain has anything to do with it), my last
being this month.
-No kissing involved.
-Mild fingering (rubbing with one or two for only a couple of moments)
-All may have touched their vaginas before touching my penis
Out of all the the workers i have been with i, i was visibly concerned with one. I noticed she had a small rash on other side of her elbow (top side). This rash consisted of only two spots VERY close together (almost seeming as if they split apart), which i believe i may have touched (Molluscum Contagiosum?)
. After having sex with over half of the totally i noticed a small cluster of spots (a very small group of around 10 spots. around my lower stomach, only slightly raised, similar to mild goose bumps). They seemed so insignificant that i didn't take much notice to them, the last thing i thought it would be is an std considering i have used protection for every visit to a CSW. I continued to make visits (including the one where however small, mouth-penis contact was made). Since my last visit these clusters have appeared on my forearms and lower face (in some parts one spot each with a quite some distance part), legs, top of my chest and my penis. These groups/clusters spaced widely apart form each other and you wouldn't be able to tell unless you inspected very closely.
As you could have predicted, my mind has gone rife with what i may have acquired. This whole situation has been on my mind since my first encounter whether it be the feeling of guilt or fear. I'm pretty sure i am suffering from depression and have been for the past couple of years. I'm quite the recluse and find being alone far more comforting than interacting socially. Hence my thoughts are all i have to keep me company and when all you think about is the prospect of catching an std, it gets hard to carry on. I have retrospectively looked at different ailments as possible infections:
- a small abrasion on my gums which healed within a week as a chancre
- a small bump in my groin area (lasted no more than 2 days)
etc
-slight dry tongue for a week or so.
I have read up on alot of potential std's i may have been exposed to and i'm very concerned with HPV and Herpes
to mention a few because they're transmitted by skin to skin contact even with a condom. T he general public has a high infection rate of HPV so you can imagine the odds for CSW so i cant imagine i got off scot free.
I would like to know what my symptoms might indicate, what infections i should and should not be concerned with, how likely is it that i may have caught some thing. Any input is appreciated (of course i would like the online docs point of view on this - do i have to pay for this privilege as i am willing to?) . I plan to go to a clinic so any information provided will come along with me and will be very useful.
Thanks for your time.