Insomnia- I can feel what is happening inside my brain when I close my eyes.

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I am a 27 year old male and I have problems with insomnia for some months, having lost enough sleep to somewhat ruin my life.
I would like to describe you my experience here which I believe would be very valuable for the medical community.
The problem is that I have lost enough sleep, which probably has already damaged my brain, and I am still struggling everyday having to face the most unpleasant sensations while trying to sleep. When I am awake the last thing of interest would be to engage in activities of life which would give pleasure to a normal person.
However the most interesting part of the post is here, because I will describe you what I feel when I attempt to sleep and close my eyes.
Due to the damage that insomnia has caused in my  brain, I can feel exactly what us happening inside my brain.

Initially, when I was closing my eyes Ι was feeling my brain knitting powerful toxins which were causing pain on my head. The process of knitting was causing relief, but it required enormous concentration for many hours( since I was unable to sleep) while having to keep my eyes shut. I can feel as clearly as possible huge amounts of toxins taken from everywhere inside my brain and being deposited on the top of my brain.
After many hours lying on the bed with my eyes closed all the toxins had been deposited on the top of my brain,
At this point , If I had to wake up they would return everywhere inside my brain like nails causing discomfort and considerable painful sensations for the rest of my day.
After some weeks I found out that, I should wait there as the toxins were moved from the top of my head towards the back of  head to the spinal cord direction, where they were probably destroyed. If I tried to even breath deeply as the toxins where moving from the top of my head to the back, they would lose height and they would attach on my brain cells causing real pain( which with my eyes closed was 10 times stronger). At this point extremely high calm was required to make the dislodge.
However recently this situation was become worse. The toxins are sometimes orerloaded in the brain and they can (while I try to remove them with my eyes closed), they can go in my nose, eyes(extremely painful) ears, lungs, and whole body. Yesterday night they even formed  circle around my neck, which made me sweat of fear.
At one time I has managed to remove many toxins which were deposited all over my body, and although the relief of my brain was dramatic, I had a tingling sensation all over my body for 15 minutes, which was so strong that I though could easily kill me.
It is rarely possible for me to skip this stage and sleep.
I am personally absolutely convienced that the sensations correspond to real processes in the brain.
If you are a medical professional, I would be very grateful to you , If you could leave a message in case you have any helpful suggestions for me or if you want to learn more about what I feel inside my brain.