Hello Linda and congratulations :D i hope you will keep going.Good luck.
Thanks alot, Linda. I do feel determined and not the least bit close to ever taking another puff. Since I'm not able to work, I was close to chain smoking, too. Outside every flippin' 15mins. By the time I got the last relapse under control a yr ago, I was at only half a pack, thankfully, otherwise,the meter would read twice as high. Wow, now that I look at my numbers compared to yours, you must of been smoking every minute - what a hassle, huh. But now you're free - wheeeeee!!!! : )
I'm afraid I have some lung thing, myself. SO congested and often hard to breathe, especially lying down and couldn't smoke even if I wanted to. Sad that we and others didn't quit *in time*, but we're quit now and all we can do is cope with the damage we've done to ourselves and move forward.
Your plan with the Paxil sounds perfect!
I think a year would do it, maybe cut back on the dosage ate the 6 month mark and see how I feel and if no problem stay on the lower dosage and slowly ween off. Yes absolutely has helped me feel like I belong in my skin instead of feeling like jumping out of it all the time!! I highly recommend it. Yes I was a chain smoker, isnt that so sad! And to think I smoked those things and destroyed my lungs over them. That is crazy! Of course hind site is always 20-20. Look at you Jade, you are doing so well I bet you will make it without any paxil. I hear that determination in you!
Congrats, girl!!!! So proud of You!! I feel the same way. If I can do it, anyone can!
Whew - aren't these meters awesome? Even more of an incentive when you see in only 4 short mos, you didn't smoke nearly five THOUSAND cigs! Wow, huh. Tell me, how long will you stay on the Paxil? I would think about a year would be good. That's how long it's taken for the anxiety and cravings to calm way down for *me,* anyway.
Because you've had so much success with the Paxil, I've been considering it, but will probably continue to wait and see how I feel at a year and half.
Keep up the great work, Linda!