I quit smoking on November 13. I was just down in Disney World and my man handed me a diamond ring!! Beautiful...we've been together 8 years. I never thought I'd get a ring!
Anyway...we had a shot and a drink to celebrate our engagement...one led to more ... and I broke...I had two cigarettes! :(
I have since had some alcohol on Christmas night and did NOT smoke...I didn't even want to smoke. The reality is that while on vacation there were a couple days that I was having nagging cigarette cravings...it was easy enough to pass off because WDW only has limited smoking areas...which made me quite happy :) but of course, at the resort, the smoking area was next to the bar...LOL.
Oh well...I am not going to beat myself up about it...it was a mistake. My Fiance (hehe, I love saying that) is disappointed, but isn't on my case constantly about it either. I have not smoked since... nor do I want to. well, that's a lie...I will admit I still have cravings. I have not been taking my chantix either though...and I'm almost out, not sure if I can swing the cost of another rx...I may need to count on my Higher Power, you, and my faithful Double Bubble chewing gum!
why is it, the longer I'm away from the cigarettes, the more I want one?
well, just for the rest of tonight, I'm not going to smoke. ;)