Am I going crazy

[katie42024]

I am not sure what to do anymore I think I might be losing myself. I am fifteen and I am going to tell you a lot about me so it might help you to figure out what's going on and I am going to be as truthful as I can.
So a bout four or five days ago me and my boyfriend had sex. Yes I know what you're thinking a fifteen year old having sex but I know I was ready. I love my boyfriend a lot so it ment a lot to me that he was willing to give up his virginity to me. So after two days of that and already being extremely late on my period I thought I might've been pregnant. I'm not really sure what happen there but I started my cycle today. Some friends said it might've been stress. I stress out ALOT. Okay and today I found out that my boyfriend was moving to Florida. So the first thing I think is oh my god this is all my fault. So of course I did what any other emo teenager like me did, I slit my wrists. I like the pain. It brings me pleasure. I guess that sounds very phycopathic but I do. So I go on with my day crying my eyes out every chance I got to where no one could see me and I was alone. I don't cry in front of people it's kind of embarrassing so I did it alone. I am considered a happy emo, for those who don't know what that is it is someone who pretends to be happy when really they are just hiding there pain. So after I found out my boyfriend was leaving I... Cut... Then after that all I could think was I love him but he doesn't love me... I know he loves me he says it all of the time so I know he does. So that really didn't make sence. Then all got extremely depressed and had a variety of graphical suicidal thoughts but then I snapped out of it by remembering how many people love me and need me in their lives so yeah I want your opinion..... What should I do??
Am I going crazy???
Do I need help??

[gift22]

My name is johnson i want to thank ***@**** for casting a spell that brought back my ex boyfriend in three days i want the general public to help me thank this great temple once again thanks a lot.

[trstbrown]

You're not crazy, you're a teenager. I don't mean that in a condescending way, but the teenage years are horrible. You're dealing with a lot and yes, you should consider seeing a counsellor. Cutting isn't the answer, and it doesn't sound pschopathic, as a former cutter for 7 years, I get it. But help isn't a bad idea or a bad thing.  

[ku111]

Have you ever heard people say life changes?  It really is big when you think about it.  The truth is things do change.  I am sorry your boyfriend is moving.  This must be very hard.  Dating is a thing you do to find the right person, a permanent partner.  I truly believe things work out as they should.  If you and your boyfriend are meant to be together, time and space will not change that.  If not, there is someone out there waiting for you and this might be after several more boyfriends.  Thank goodness for Facebook!  I think you are just going to have to see where this goes.  In the meantime, no boy, ever, should make you unhappy or make you want to do unhealthy things to yourself.  You must love you!  You will always be perfectly fine if you have you!  You can have a truly healthy and awesome relationship when you can stand on your own emotionally and loves yourself more than anything.  You be all you can be in this world!    

[Lish22]

Try o be happy,concentrate on other things. At your age life is just starting so be good to yourself. Remember you have Mothermary and God to help you. Please start praying,thanks