Alright, so... I did something really bad that caused me to get banned from a Tumblr blog and a Discord server. Before that happened, I have always been such a happy person. But after a few days I got banned, I have been showing signs of Depression. I have been mean, I have been sad. But mostly, I was really guilty. Whenever I think about it, I suddenly feel my brain start to tingle in an uncomfortable way. I also won't be able to breathe very well. A couple times I have thought about suicide, and now I have a sudden interest for alcohol, wine coolers and screwdrivers (orange juice + vodka) specifically. I have never felt like that before until I got banned. It doesn't help that one of the mods was very harsh to me... Do you think that mod triggered all this? I do, to be honest, but I want to hear what some of you think.