Ugh, I'm just tired of everybody. At school nobody talks to me beside my few friends,unless there forced to. One of my friends has been faking it,who was BF. My sister treats me like crap, & would be happy if I wasn't here, she is disgusted by me.All of my family members like my sister better. I feel like almost everyone hates me.
I want to give... I've been contemplating suicide for awhile, but I'm just scared to go through with it. Even if I did do it, & were successful, nobody what miss me. I have NOTHING to live for,nothing. I;m messed up in the inside. I am ticking time bomb, going to explode at any moment.