What's wrong with me?

[volleyball0813]

I'm a fifteen year old girl. I know most people will say, your a teenager its normal. But for me I feel like I haven't been a teenager for about 2 years. My dad left when I was 2 so its been just my mom and I. I had to grow up fast and now that I have... I feel trapped. I hate being alone, but even when I'm around people I feel alone. And when I'm alone I think about my life and how pathetic I feel about it. My moms depressed and I just feel like I'm a waste of space and I want the feeling to go away. I used to hurt myself all the time but a boy that used to be here for me finally helped me stop...

[ccann00]

Don't be by yourself occupy yourself keep trying O if you don't mind can I ask why he isn't with you anymore just keep trying I'm going through it to

[volleyball0813]

I go to sleep at night and cry and my entire life no one important  has done anthing but disappoint me, and my mom used to try but now shes always with her boyfriend and I'm always by myself...