What Should I Do?

[Lauren1996]

I Feel Depressed I Dont Actually No How To  Explain How I Feel. But...
I Wake up each day and dont no why im still here i have had several thoughts about suicide and many times i have tried .i just dont see the point in life.. i jjust dont care anymore.. i dont no how to tell my mum how i feel. but i have spoke to my cousin about it and i know i need to go see a doctor but i dont no what to say and i dont want them to think i want attention cause i dont i just ont want to feel like this anymore!... i dont no if im just going mad or something im only 16 i never thought u could feel the way i do at 16?

[luvmymarine89]

They are doctors who are there to help not to judge you. They are going to listen and try to help you and the only way that they can help is if you let them help you.

[Lauren1996]

Thanks but it's not just about that I do no how to tell my doctor I'm scared off what to say and what he will think :/

[luvmymarine89]

I know depression can be hard especially when your 16....but that's just it, your barely 16. Let me tell you a quick story....when i was 16, I had lost my virginity to an older man, not too old bit old enough for him to know better, anywho....so obviously I thought I found the man of my dreams and that I loved him, sadly enough he didn't feel the same and dumped me....I was in a state of depression and try hiding that from both of my parents, well I had the same thoughts but never attempted any of them, and you want to know why.....because I loved my parents too much to do that to them. They have always given me everything and anything, love..shelter..support and they helped me through school. Once you commit suicide, there is no turning back from that....what about your mom, all she is going to feel is guilt for not knowing how you felt, how she could have done something. I am a mother now and i couldn't imagine the pain and suffering I would go through if I had lost any of my kids, please go talk to your mom, if not your mom then someone you can trust, there are many many counselors that will talk to you and keep everything confidential. In my opinion, you posting this is a sign of you wanting to be around, god isn't ready for you, he will let you know when its time and you not succeeding is a major sign that he wants you to stay because he has big plans for you, he is never wrong, I can promise you that :-) please go talk to someone