I'm can't remember what type of pills they were as they weren't mine but a few months ago I overdosed on a mix of sleeping pills and antidepressants in an attempt to kill myself.
I'd tried this once or twice before however the last two times were the ones were I got the closest as before that I was still very naive and didn't think it'd take much to do the job however it seems I was wrong.
The first time I did it and actually got a reaction out of my body was when I was probably about 13-14, I took diclofenac potassium (25mg per pill) and citlopram (not mine, 10 or 20mg per pill). I can't remember how much I took, I think it was averaging at about 10 pills of each. I decided to sleep straight afterwards and didn't tell anyone for a good few days, I didn't have really any side affects except for the fact that for about 5 days straight I felt like I was shaking from the inside out. Constantly. It was very odd and pretty unpleasant however I couldn't tell anyone cause then they'd know what I'd done (or tried to do) so I waited it out. I couldn't think, I didn't want to eat, I couldn't sleep, it wasn't ideal.
Anyway I was always curious how that affected my body long term -if it did at all- but then came the latter attempt. I was 15 this time and I took 15 sleeping pills (not sure what it was, possibly Zopiclone? not sure of the dosage) and I took about 20 pills of diclofenac potassium. I remember counting the pills out, making sure I took them all without throwing up and then I don't remember anything until about 1-2 hours later when I heard my dad come home. I knew I needed to greet him and seem normal so I went up stairs to say hello and then I was going to go straight back down and sleep however we both noticed that for the life of me I couldn't stand up straight without wobbling. If I tried to move I'd fall over and I couldn't stand up without holding onto something otherwise I'd fall over as well. I don't remember anything past saying hello to him and trying to act casual as I fell all over the place for about 3-5 minutes. The next thing I remember is waking up in bed the next morning. I have no idea what time I went to bed, I think it was about 8pm and I woke up at around 1-3pm. I figured after greeting my dad I went to bed and crashed but apparently we talked for a few hours before I went downstairs which I don't remember. Neither time I went to the hospital.
Basically does anyone know of any likely long term damage and if so what would it be?