Am i deppresed and is my life normal

[ccann00]

I am 12 years old I have acid reflux and since I was litle my sister is so mean people think its funny and I had this friendunil about 2 years ago she was being rude and I wanted to leave I went to get my stuff to leave and she pinned. Me on the floor I told my mom that about her pinning me on the floor.so since I was little it was like I was in a deep hole and during that gimme there was this girl who had left the bathroom at school and was looking in the mirror so I went in the bathroom just before I locked the door she came in and locked it I was climbing ut from underneath the stall and a teacherwalked in and iiiiii got in trouble... and I never have cut myself but I can never not think about it also it feels like the hole got filled in a little but then my dog died that was older than me right after we got a runt dog he died of his liver not letting the food go through it and throwing it up my granys dog that was older than me pug died of a tumor all in a few month period I cry for little reasons like dropping something that is the only thing I am not good at hiding also I am very smart and the hole just got deeper I don't want to tell my mom because she has lupis and I getting chemo also she would just say it is normal.and my dad cant even listen to help with homework my grandma has diabetes and my cousins mother died 8 years ago and they have a step mom but my grandma spoils them and does not pay attention to us a year ago my sister finished therapy for guliyum labra sorry for spelling.we just moved and I am never happy I am content at time but not often

[ccann00]

Thank you very much:-)

[Althera]

First thing, find someone to talk to.  You just moved.  People don't know you.  Try to get to know someone.  Second, you're animals deaths are not fun.  I've had two dogs and two horses.  They were my only friends.  And after I started getting close to them, they died.  It's horrible to have happen. And third, crying for little reasons i think may be something to do with the hormones.  I went through that too.  Still do here and there.  And fourth, choose a friend who won't pin you to the floor.  don't give up.  You can get through this :)