I want to live!

[Jennifer1987]

Oh God! I have never posted here so much in my life... I am just at my wits end.... I cant take this c.r.a.p anymore. I am so depressed today! Crying a lot, taking my moods out on my boyfriend and just over all wish I was dead at times (dont worry not sucidial) Just keep saying to God to put me out of my misery...

I took my bad ood out on my b/f today and he totally did not deserve it! I feel so bad about that now aswel! I am so frecking annoyed that Im going through and that its so unfair. Jez like theres murderers and abusers out there living the life of luxary and then theres people who try to lead good law abiding lives like us and WE suffer...... Im sick of it! I feel like screaming!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

[dani2776]

You live in Ireland?  I am sooooo jealous, I want to go there so bad some day.  Just living there should make you feel better (ha ha).  Anyway are you on thyroid meds?  What were the results of your most recent labs.  Just a quick question for you.  Do you ever get dizzy or lightheaded with all your thyroid problems?

[Jennifer1987]

Yup, lately very dizzy at times. annoying more than anything! Lately Iv been very thirsty (any connection).. Im on 100mcg of eltroxin.. Do you get a sore throbbing troath?? like a coaking sensation. Driving me mad these days.

Yup live in Ireland... great weather these days, But don't worry your not missing anything special!! Where u from??

[dani2776]

I am constantly lightheaded almost like I have had to much to drink! Very nerve wrecking and almost impossible to function some days.  It's funny you mentioned being very thirsty.  I just had something to drink with my lunch and had to have someone bring me something else 30 minutes later because I almost feel dehydrated!  How long have you been batteling these symptoms?  Do you have Hashi's?  I too have the throat problems.  My doctor doesn't feel anything but I am getting an ultrasound on Wednesday.  I feel like someone is constantly choking me and it HURTS!!  As far as me I live in the good old USA in Southern Indiana where my allergies are about to kill me too!!

[Jennifer1987]

Id love to go to the US, my friends are gone over working for the summer.  Im so Jealous! Its raining where they are though, Chicago! lol

Lately Iv been very thirsty! My doc tested me for diabetes last friday, he did a urine test but never told me any result, so Im sure its ok.. Jez I hope so, cause they are knida connected! Im dreading all the things that could happen from this... I wouldn usually care about these things only its getting to bad now!

Ya I feel as if Im dehydrated, or my mouth is dry or something. I never told my doc about the soreness in my troath, he will think Im a hypocondriact or something!

Im considering getting it remover. My thyroglobulin levels are high, so we think I have hashimotos just haven diagnosed it yet, will know next testing! Its 7pm here and Im fit for the sack!

[dani2776]

Well I hope you find your answers, good luck and keep me posted!  I am like you afraid to bring up any more symptoms because they look at you like you are crazy!

P.S. I am from Chicago born and raised!!  I have only lived in Indiana for 8 years now.  

[Jennifer1987]

Ya me too. Let me know how your scan goes, PM me or something.... Il keep u posted to.. Going to try and convince him to remove it!

Cheers