Hi, I stumbled upon this website while trying to find some kind of help, in the hopes that someone will relate, or even have experienced what I'm going thru right now.
After giving birth to my son 18 years ago, I just never felt right... Symptoms were not too bad really, I was feeling Anxious, was having shortness of breath, tiredness and occassional dizziness. This went on for a couple of years and I put it down to stress or maybe Anxiety/Panic Attacks. I went to the doctor and described all my symptoms, she told me I was stressed and told me a needed to take time for myself and learn to relax!!
A year went by and my symptoms were getting worse and I also started to become cold intolerant... My hands and feet are always cold even during the summer. Again, I went to the doctor, this time she said i needed to talk to a councellor so it could be established what was on my mind causing me to be so Anxious. I went for 3 sessions then was told i didn't need to come back.
Another year passed, I was still getting all my symptoms, I was unbelievably tired all the time, I could sleep 12 hours and still wake up exhausted. I started to get full blown panic attacks, shortness of breath, heart palpitations, aches and pains...etc... I went back to the doctors, this time she wanted to check my Thyroid as my grandma, my Aunt and my Mom all suffer with Thyroid Disfunction. The TSH results came back as "Normal" and i was sent away!!!
Another few years passed, my symptoms were getting a lot worse, it was effecting my job, I was taking days off work due to dizziness, feeling brain fog and feeling totally exhausted. Another trip to the doctors came, this time I used a different doctor, this doctor then ran another Thyroid test, again, the TSH came back as "Normal", I was then told there was nothing wrong with my Thyroid and that I was just suffering with stress!! I was given a prescription for anti-depressants (which i flushed down the toilet)... I knew I wasn't suffering with depression, I had nothing to be depressed about, I always considered myself to be a happy person and happy with life!!
I came to the conclusion that this illness must have been all in my head, if there was anything wrong with me the doctors would find it right? I exersized, kept myself mentally stimulated and kept myself physically busy.
Another few years later, my symptoms have got so bad I find it increasingly difficult to function on a daily basis, my fingers are tingling, my joints and muscles are aching, I have no strength, feel weak, my hair falls out in clumps leaving little bald patches on my head (they do grow back), I can't concentrate, I get confused, I sometimes can't put a sentence together without messing the words up, I can't remember things, my skin is dry, I'm clumsy, my periods are heavy, I get PMS bad, my vision is sometimes jumpy and my heart races, I feel like I'm living in a different world than everyone else. It's got so bad that I get nervous leaving the house, i certainly don't trust myself to drive!!
So, I go back to the doctor, again, I choose a different doctor, I sat in her office and told her every symptom i was having... She told me I was text book Hypothyroid, she put me on 50mg of Levothyroxin per day. I took the pill every morning without fail, after 6 months there's only one change in my symptoms!! Yippeeeee, my hair wasn't falling out anymore, no more bald patches... I always had a bald patch somewhere on my head previous to taking the pills, as soon as one bald patch started a regrowth of hair, another bald patch would emerge!!
My symptoms got worse after 6 months of taking Levothyroxin, it got to the point where i felt like a burden to my family, I couldn't get another job in this state. I stopped taking the medication.
Another nightmare year has gone by, my symptoms are worse than ever, I go to the doctor again, this time I had TSH, Free T3 and T4 tests done.... I got a phone call this morning saying they all came back as "Normal"!!! I'm at the end of my tether, my doctor keeps insisting there's nothing wrong with me. Is it possible to suffer with a disfunctional Thyroid, or even something related to my Thyroid and have results keep coming back as "normal"?