I've not been on for a few days because I've been feeling so rough, but it's like an addiction, so I'm back with more questions!!! It is only 4 days now (and counting!) until I finally see an Endo and it can't come soon enough. A week or so ago I came on freaked because I'd discovered a small lump which at that time was about 4mm. However, during the week it has grown bigger. I do admit to playing with it often in worry to check it. Can this have made it worse, or bigger in that time, or could it have grown quickly anyway? It's now about the size of a garden pea. Also if it turned out to be malignant, could I have done it damage fiddling with it. And lastly how do you know if it's a nodule that causes hypo symtpms or hyper. Though I've not yet been diagnosed with thyroid disease my TSH is 4.6, leaning toward hypo, could I have made it turn toward hyper by fiddling with the lump?