Motivation problem

[Natura]

I have had a very big lack in motivation and the ability to force myself for seven years and it is really getting in the way I am going to be eighteen soon and I am worried that if i don't get this fixed I wont be able to get good grades or graduate. As it is I am on thin ice.When I try to force myself I get minor seizure like symptoms and my stress level goes way up above average even though I meditate on a regular basis I get small scale sicknesses due to my immunity going down also it seems to be getting worse as time progresses. I have lost motivation for leisure activities as well which especially gets me worried. I went to several doctors including therapists and it has them all stumped. I need answers.  

[Natura]

Well I said they were seizure like and I go to nih and I get brain scans like every other year so I don't think it is a seizure

[Oakley64]

Have they done a brain scan on you??  If its that easy to bring on the sx, then they should be able to easily monitor for seizure activity in your brain...and then go from there