I have had a very big lack in motivation and the ability to force myself for seven years and it is really getting in the way I am going to be eighteen soon and I am worried that if i don't get this fixed I wont be able to get good grades or graduate. As it is I am on thin ice.When I try to force myself I get minor seizure like symptoms and my stress level goes way up above average even though I meditate on a regular basis I get small scale sicknesses due to my immunity going down also it seems to be getting worse as time progresses. I have lost motivation for leisure activities as well which especially gets me worried. I went to several doctors including therapists and it has them all stumped. I need answers.