Back in 2010 i allowed a girl to give me oral for about a minute, the next day my pee was hot an burning. The doc tested me an said i had a UTI but i ran out of antibiotics an never got better. After 3 months of suffering i tested for every std including hiv, neg. 6 months later I felt chills tested again, neg. My back would feel hot, and I would continue feeling cold days and 20 months later I tested neg- again. My anxiety is through the roof i have never felt sick enough to miss work or sports but anxiety is worse. And now since last week i started feeling itchiness, no rash but my back felt like a mild sunburn. The more i read the more doomed i feel. I want to keep testing but i have done it too many times. I love my family and kids and i need to get over this but how? Since the oral sex 6 years ago i have never messed around again.