So I have a fixation with stripping or "milking"'my urethra to make sure I get every last drop of urine out when I pee. As of late I have been doing this a little to roughly and now I have the following symptoms:
-a bruise like pain from the middle of the shaft to the tip.
-intermittent urethral burning and tingling (exacerbated after urination and dehydration)
-tingling in the glans post orgasm
-sharp pain in the glans when I rub against my underwear
-a swollen and firmer feeling to my flaccid penis
I think I also have discharge but I think it might be urethral mucous from stripping to hard. When I check for it I get the smallest amount (not even a drop) of clear watery fluid.
Now I'm in a monogamous relationship but my focus on my genitals is enough that I'm worried about an STD even though such thought is unwarranted.
All my symptoms go away when I leave my penis alone for a day and maintain proper hygiene but I'm worried about this tiny amount of discharge. Am I disrupting my natural mucosal secretions?
If you're just going to post "Go see a doctor/psychologist" type answers, please don't. I am looking for insight PRIOR to seeking professional assistance.
Thank you