I am sorry for my poor wording. I am a pretty big lady, no matter I can fit in the Size S top, but my arms and bottom are strong and big. I am a chinese Canadian.
My question is , I wanna to go back (all time low) 118lbs, but no matter how hard I workout and control my portion and fat intake, I gain back few pounds, and go up to 126lbs. Although I can fit in the same dress and pants(when I was 118lbs). Do you have any idea for my problem?
I always feel sad, if I am tired to workout twice a day, or 6 days a week. But if I am going to relax, not really care and control the food and workout, I still can keep the weight not gain too much so.
thank you for your time and care of me. Have a nice weekend.