What should I do I have blood in my discharge?

[Pnk11]

Okay so I had a bv about 2wks ago (first time I've ever had it) then I started my period 3days after finishing my treatment for it. After I got off my period I became paranoid that I didn't have "normal" discharge so I began digging everyday (i known I shouldn't have) i used toilet paper to do so. Anyways I think I was a little too rough in doing so (no I never had a smell or itch either) I just didn't know what was normal on birth control and never though of it til now. I've been on birth control for years.  Anyways I had from white to clear to thick white discharge so like I said I began to dif55 and I though got rougher than I should. It started to feel raw and dry on Tuesday. So I got 3day monistat treatment.. on the second at of treatment I noticed blood in the monistat that following morning well of course I freaked and I think I may have tore it more or idk she has I'm still behaving blood in my discharge and my last monistat treatment was Thursday night. I'm trying to not dig  to make sure I'm okay. I'm not having a foul smell or itch or anything. It just feels weird like tight  but not painful almost like it's healing if that makes sense but I'm worried about the blood I'm seeing still in the discharge once in awhile. Should I be concerned or wait and see if it stops and heals or call my obgyn?. I really don't want to go to my Dr let alone tell him what I did. But I want my vagina to be good and soon.  I start my period week after this coming week. What should I do?