I had my first sexual experience mid December. It did hurt both times I had sex that day with the guy. Not super a lot but it did feel uncomfortable and in the second round I had to tell the guy it was better if we stop. That day I did bleed, not a lot but I did. I suppose it was because my hymen was torn. The guy was even very in a surprise that I bleed it was like he was not expecting me to bleed. Maybe he thought I did not have to bleed.
He even had to clean his penis after we had sex, I guess he did not want to have bleed on his penis.
The thing is that it had passed almost 2 months after my first sexual encounter and I am wondering if I will bleed again the second time because maybe I will see the guy again at the end of this month or beginning of March. I mean it had passed a lot of time and I assume my vagina went back to his original form like if I had never had sex before so Im afraid that it will hurt again as my vagina maybe is in the same form as it was before I had sex, so maybe once again my vagina is tight and maybe I will bleed again and again it will hurt, especially because im not having sex regularly for the vagina to be more stretched. Like I said my first time was in mid December and since then I have not had sex again with the guy and maybe until March I will see the guy.
If it takes a long time for me to have sex between sessions , is it like I never had sex before and each time it will hurt and I will bleed?