Just wanted to pop in while I had the chance to mention a positive note....
I had my first "Happy moment" -- I ran to the store to get some immodium, 'cause I was out. Anyway, I was being mopie - then I caught myself singing the song on the radio. It was an upbeat song - and I'm not even sure what the words were... it went kind of like this...
...Sooo... I ran to the beach and I blah blah blah blah BLAAAAH blah...
lol
Anyway - it cheered me up to just find myself singing. Well - unfortunately the moment faded - I fell slightly back into the rut of blues - but I feel a bit less so, knowing I should just be around the corner!
Thanks for the encouraging comments earlier!! :)