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I tried to respond to your post on 3-5 because it was so inspiring but my computer was having definite problems last night.
I just want you to know that I follow your posts because they are inspiring and encouraging and like you said, everyone needs encouragement and support from someone.  Because I live alone and none of my friends and family know about my addiction, this board has been my support.  Today is day 12 c/t from the 480 mg oxy per day for over two years.  I think it's been  the hardest thing I've ever done and it ain't over yet!
Thank you for your encouragement.  I'm going to post later about the day I had yesterday and that I actually slept last night for over two hours - actually about five hours.
Yodes a/k/a Yoda99

Yoda99 · Answer

Wow you are something else!  I've been having this struggle because it's time to get my script filled and my legs really, really hurt.  I can't stand on them for very long without pain killers.  So I'm really having this mental struggle.  Could I get a refill and just eat 1 when I needed it?  Or would I do like I was: eat them like candy.  It seems I'm an all or nothing person.  But you are so encouraging and I thank you for that.  And I'm really proud of you!  Really, really proud!
Yoda

bowhunter71064 · Answer

you go girl.you can do anything you put your mind to.im on day 14 now i got this thing beat now,i started doing oxys on weekends with my wife and just have kinky sex all night.i still think about it even now,i think ah a couple oxys 1 for 1 for the wife just like old days,but then i come to reality and then i say i know what will happen ill be back in the same boat i just got out of.so know more kinky sex anymore.but pther than that im back to normal i still dont get full 8 hours sleep yet. i get about 5 or 6 but im up in the middle of night for maybe an hour.but im not tired till 9 or 10 pm.so i deal with it.oh yeah i still got rls but i got reguip for that.stick it out yoda try other methods for your pain streching i started on treadmill. your doing great if you can deal with your pain then you dont need them dam oxys.    your a winner welcome back to the real world           the bowhunter  very proud of my 14 days c/t

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